January 04, 2019

New year, new start! At least trying...

From left to right: Frank, Bob, Bunny and Mercutio on top.
Trying not to get overwhelmed by things but it's hard. It's only the 4th of January, 7pm and I've already done more things I didn't want to do than I'd care to do in a week/month/year...
Already got stuck twice in traffic, went grocery shopping  (I hate that) twice too. Mon dragged through several silly crowded shops on the beginning of wintersale (even though I said NO). I am so stressed that my chronic migraine hasn't stopped throbbing. I keep getting issues with supplies I ordered and administrative mail/stuff not coming through.
I am the living Scream by Munch.
I am dreading/hoping for a heart attack any moment now.
I made a bucket of tomato sauce (cooking helps with stress) and made some new year resolutions:

- not wear the same outfit for days in a row (so far so good)
- say no when I don't want to do something (I said  no but still ending up doing them so improvement    needed there)
- not miss a blogging day (so far so good)
- meditate every day (so far so  good even though I fell asleep each time)

...to be continued...


Star of the East said...

Hugs to you, hope this year will open some shiny light doors for you!

Stephanie Kilgast said...

Ah well :/
I had to smile at the "not wear the same outfit everyday", because that pretty much describes me XD
Hang in there, read a book, cuddle cats and focus on the small good things, like having a full belly, or feeling warm in a heated house and so on. Many hugs!

Holz und Leinen said...

I wish you all the best for 2019, a lot of strength and health.