January 04, 2019

New year, new start! At least trying...

From left to right: Frank, Bob, Bunny and Mercutio on top.
Trying not to get overwhelmed by things but it's hard. It's only the 4th of January, 7pm and I've already done more things I didn't want to do than I'd care to do in a week/month/year...
Already got stuck twice in traffic, went grocery shopping  (I hate that) twice too. Mon dragged through several silly crowded shops on the beginning of wintersale (even though I said NO). I am so stressed that my chronic migraine hasn't stopped throbbing. I keep getting issues with supplies I ordered and administrative mail/stuff not coming through.
I am the living Scream by Munch.
I am dreading/hoping for a heart attack any moment now.
I made a bucket of tomato sauce (cooking helps with stress) and made some new year resolutions:

- not wear the same outfit for days in a row (so far so good)
- say no when I don't want to do something (I said  no but still ending up doing them so improvement    needed there)
- not miss a blogging day (so far so good)
- meditate every day (so far so  good even though I fell asleep each time)

...to be continued...


StaroftheEast said...

Hugs to you, hope this year will open some shiny light doors for you!

Stephanie Kilgast said...

Ah well :/
I had to smile at the "not wear the same outfit everyday", because that pretty much describes me XD
Hang in there, read a book, cuddle cats and focus on the small good things, like having a full belly, or feeling warm in a heated house and so on. Many hugs!

HolzundLeinen said...

I wish you all the best for 2019, a lot of strength and health.